First Ever Post

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 Alhamdulillah. This has been a long time coming. Feels odd yet familiar. Like a hug from an old pal.

I've been blogging all throughout my teenage and young adult life and when work got in the way, all that just stopped. I do miss writing nonsense sometimes, there's only so much I can type on an Instagram post, and Facebook..well Facebook is for old people nowadays aren't they? The Old in question being my generation of course.

Let's see. Last I left the blogging world I had just graduated from medical school. Fast forward about 13 years later, I am an Anaesthesiologist, working at the same hospital I started my career in. All in all pretty boring, Dunya stuff. As my age creeps up, I find myself longing to upgrade my life and to start banking into my Akhirah account.

Midlife crisis you say? If it means bringing me closer to Jannah, then I'm all for it.

So here I am again, with a new goal in life. That goal is to MEMORIZE the ENTIRE Quran.

Yes. All 604 pages and all 6346 verses in it. InnshaAllah. I'm not married nor do I have kids. So what better to invest my time in than the words of Allah?

I've been looking for a blog to keep my motivation up during the tough times, I have found a few good ones but they are old and un-updated. So I've decided to make one myself. I'm too lazy to post pictures or anything, I just want to write my thoughts. In hopes that one day, at the end of the tunnel Innshallah, I have all these memories to look back on.

So yeah. Welcome to my grown up blog! Watch this space. 


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